People say I overthink things.
Understanding and meaning are important to me.
That often takes time.
I feel like neither of those is within my grasp at the moment: understanding or meaning.
I would love to be sharing some powerful, penetrating conclusions on all that has taken place (or not taken place).
The truth is, I did not even want to type in the web address for this page. I didn't want to look around at what the past 3 years have looked like. I didn't want to be reminded about how much progress it feels like we haven't made.
These first several lines are quite dejected, aren't they?
The truth is that we are unsure of what the future holds.
Unsure of how much farther we can go.
In the face of new challenges, we will press on.
However, so much of this is out of our hands. We can complete the physicals, blood work, psychological evaluations, reference letters, updated Home Study, and paperwork again, but there is no guarantee that we will move forward.
I think there should be come comfort in that, but I have not discovered it yet.
So we must not get tired of doing good, for we will reap at the proper time if we don't give up.